sushiannnn

2011-08-18T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hi there!

Just revived my dead blog. Boy, I missed the days with msn, friendster and BLOGING (with nice tiny-cute-pixels graphics). Yes, who actually blog these days? You must understand the fact that im doing what im now was due to the blogging world :).
Work has been boring, printing some CD Labels and taking my own sweet time. Boss isn't around in the office as well. Well, u can say that im slacking, whatever it is, Im already leaving by the end of this month, oh yeah, freedom till 26 Sep! Speaking of which, the UOL portal sucks badly, and Im just spamming emails to the administrator to solve my concerns. Their replies aren't slow but they just forward to another person regarding my issue? Okay, they keep forwarding then I will just keep spamming to different people...
I can't tank the fact that i paid so much school fees and in return, this is their web portal? This is worse than TP, OH PLEASE.

2011-07-26T15:25:00.001+08:00

This is crazy but I realised I've got a BLOG.

2009-09-05T23:48:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO BLOG, I want to write my thoughts! HAHA! I AM SOSOSOSO excited to SHOUT IT OUT!
Today's CMS with sam was super-duper cool and powerful. I must say, really, my qt hasnt been fantastic nowadays. I felt so bad, people was sharing how they can pray every single day. Of course, God wont blame you, He wont punish you. I "pang seh" God so many times. I felt so refreshed in the spirit, i felt i was "back" to God after so long. It felt as if i hadnt spoke to my closest closest friend for so long. I realised my qt was so important, other than attending service every single weekend.
My encounter was so powerful that i teared when the music starts. God was saying how i should TREASURE. That's a big word. i asked again, treasure about what? Treasuring every single encounter with Him, treasuring what i have now, treasuring my family, my friends. I want to, i want to encounter God every day before i sleep, every morning i wakes up, i want to talk to God. How cool can it be...
I want to treasure the presence of God, like how moses hungers God's presence when he goes to the promised land.

How wonderful.

2009-09-02T14:45:00.000+08:00

NANANANA~
This is too slack for me that i couldn't take it.
Oh man, please give me something to do.

2009-07-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

Hi world.
ss got a lot of projects. But she will conquer it.

I cant wait for holidays manxzxzx. Just another 2 weeks of hardwork and ONE paper and i will be done with it.
It was great to be staying at home. It has been long and this kind of feeling is so relaxing.
I felt great about my life, i felt purposeful, i felt encouraged.
YEAH and i will conquer my life!

I was sure by now,God, that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
and it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.

And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away

I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth

2009-07-11T01:51:00.006+08:00

so so so dead.
this is like never-ending work. project followed by proposal.
After this, there is a presentation for The Essentials of Persuasive Presentations, and a brochure, and advanced 3d animation, and database, and flash animation, and dmpf. Everything within 5weeks. This is like 1-2 projects every week.
i know i know i know, and i am regretting now. I tried hard to plan my time and to no avail.

See, i am 1 day late for proposal submission, i am like in the situation of "dont-want-to-care and dont-want-to-know"
ok, now 2am??
so sick and tired, really dont want to do, is it another night again? i hate to say all this negative things but all these in my mind i cant help saying all of them out.
i cant take it physically. i think i will just die now. Can i dont sleep??Can i be a super-human being?? i really wish!! In that way i got more time to do things! I cant take it, perhaps i will sleep for few hours and get back to work la.
whatever, i dont want to care la. i feel so emo lol! and at least i am smiling typing this. emo? me? omgosh. i think i am just crazy in the midst of thinking-too-much-things. Seriously, i changes mood so fast! i cant believe this!

**Pulls hair**
**Pulls hair**
**Pulls hair**
DONT DIE SS!

2009-07-10T09:58:00.003+08:00

How wonderful ;D
I really miss God, long time since i get into His presence and embrace. Every time i get back home i was too tired and fell asleep. Seriously, i need to spend more time with my God.

No momentum at all, my laptop is drifting me away!! Well, after i eat my breakfast.
My last shot and just once more, just a little bit more.
Hahah i loveda sunny-sunny song playing in itunes. Top of the worlds -carpenters

2009-07-09T12:05:00.001+08:00

When I was young
I'd listen to the radio
Waitin' for my favorite songs
When they played I'd sing along
It made me smile.
Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone
But they're back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well.
Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're startin' to sing's
So fine.
When they get to the part
Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more.
Lookin' back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed.
It was songs of love that
I would sing to then
And I'd memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away.
Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're startin' to sing's
So fine.
All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry.
Just like before
It's yesterday once more.

2009-07-08T22:00:00.004+08:00

Seriously someone pls help me, i cant seems to get into the momentum of doing flash.
AS3 AS3 AS3

If i dont finish, i can say goodbye to my bed and die for tmr lessons.
Guavas can de-stress me!!!!
The blueblack on my calf is definitely historical. Everyone is asking me the same question.

2009-07-05T01:18:00.002+08:00

Troubled. Tired. Of everything, every little thingsss.
I am trying hard to do my flash, which i have not even started. How can i even show teacher on monday?
Sometimes i want to do more but cant. Things seems to be running well as i thought, but it falls back to its own problems eventually. Who can i tell? No one, but God.
Something bad happened few days ago about my group project. A long story though, i hate the feeling of being blamed. i felt like the whole thing was so unplanned, maybe it was my fault, or maybe i shouldnt have fell asleep. I cant believe people can treat you nicely and just shoot words to you when it comes to the real thing. I just cant understand friends can do this to you. I hate it and why is it my fault? Well, i thought it was called "group" work in the first place.
But i was still grateful that i wasnt alone, because i got God. I could have feel helpless until now! This is how it feels to be God-dependent.

2009-06-30T01:03:00.003+08:00

Sleepy, time to sleep.
heh, i am downloading hillsong albums, those super old ones, using torrents.
this is like so slack can, i enjoyed my monday.
i passed my inmm, like miracle?! And, it's time to start flash!!!!!!! Well, at least it's better than 3d.

2009-06-19T00:56:00.002+08:00

HA! I have been playing Catch a mouse 2 on my itouch! LOL.
Btw its just a random blog cuz i am waiting for the microwave!
Today was a day of filming, in school since 9.30am all the way to 6pm. The person-in-charge of video cam blacklisted me cuz i did not return the camera at 6pm!! lol. i CANT borrow vid cams again!! HAHA!
b & c zone camp was a blast!! i had so many revelations that i wrote a whole page of word document but was not done yet. I just got a new perspective in my christian walk, i experienced God in a very different and supernatural way. God is great!

2009-06-08T12:01:00.005+08:00

I AM HERE TO BLOG!! WOOO! LOL

I had a exciting week! Especially AMT! Haha i think i have grew to another level =D I am excited what God has for me!
Oh, today is the start of my holidays. Stupid holidays. 3d modeling.

Haiyaaa we going to watch drag me to hell on wed.
Congrats jooyu for passing her oopg!

i am srly addicted to RC.

2009-05-10T11:51:00.001+08:00

Totally busy week lol.
i hate sch assignments laaaaa
i am just lazy to sort out what i want to say, lol forget it.

2009-05-05T00:06:00.002+08:00

HI WORLD!
I am so tired now. omgosh com 2%!! Okay plugged in adapter liao.
Anyway, today was tiring. I did BM with mei xin haha. 2 of us onlyyyy! lol. Tampines to YSC is soooo far. I took 969 from tampines inter. So tired that i slept in the bus. I missed the stop, not because i slept, cuz i didnt know i need to alight at the mrt lol. Oh man, i was super late and had to cab to YSC! AHH $5.95!
I was thankful i didnt stay up late to complete alien, cuz the tutor allow us to hand in by this week. HAHA. Actionscript is so complicated, just like java, but at least it is easier than java. I can ask lulu for help toooo!

i have received my ministry schedules haha, i dont have any duties this week, seems pretty slack.
Got to go do proposal draft for cmsk4 lol.
I am going to watch x-men tmr hahaa.

2009-05-02T02:00:00.006+08:00

BLAHHH
Unable to crack maya 2008. ARGG, need help seriously, it's complicated, mac osx is troublesome, i followed the instructions but could not crack it. lol. try harder.

I am highly sleepy now, i came home from clemen's birthday bbq. Nice food, my fav chicken wings^^
morning prayer was powerful. I had never prayed so easily before. Awesome dayyy.
Didn't watch international in the end, quite thankful cuz i probably sleep in the cinema within the 2 hr.

Doing last min work is the most detestable thing, please. Things don't get done easily because job is not assigned properly, this is like wasting everyone's time.

Talking about school, it's highly stressful. It's insane, madness, crazy blah blah blah. LOLL
What is this, 10% of the module mark has to done in week 3? WHAA??? Ideas generation for integrated resort, sounds so innovative and it is sooo not easy to think.
That's CMSK4, The Essentials of Persuasive Presentations.

Everything is having deadlines. Few more weeks and i will be more STRESSED.

2009-04-28T01:18:00.002+08:00

Watched a stupid movie just now with shermaine, desiree, angie, nelson, jacky, gang yuan and ahcai, Friday the 13th. Please don't watch it lol.
Nonsensical show, lousy plot. I dont understand why they want to remake friday the 13 again and again since 1980s.
Any ghost movies will be better than this please.

School tmr is 11am-1pm. I am going to sleep now.

2009-04-25T00:25:00.002+08:00

SUPER TIREDDD, sleeping soon after taking my medicine.
MUAHAHA BUSY WEEK.
I slept very little this week and my dark circles are pretty obvious, i look like im dying, but im fine okayy ^^

I am very tired to blog, shall do it tomorrow. bye.

2009-04-24T01:17:00.004+08:00

I feel like sleeping in the library tmr after sch.
I am highly sleepy now, after consuming those drowsy medicines.
More fruitful days ahead, it's gonna be tiring, but everyone is going to chiong together! WHOO! Just had a conference of how the cg is coming out a great idea for pastor's birthday. It's really cool =D Darren really got great ideas. Time consuming but new challenging grounds and we will make things happen!

Everyone is sick, terrible.

Sch is irritating, 9am-12pm. HAHA. So tired can. GRRRR
I drew and duplicate something like that on someone's card.
I WANT SLEEEEEP
I am blogging 4 times a day, it's scary. Blogging before sleep.

2009-04-23T13:10:00.002+08:00

Yup i didnt go school today. Luqman twittered the lecture was a waste of time. I am like sick already. Last night i was staring at AE until 4am, took the courage to tell colin i couldnt finish it.
Okay, i going to the doctor soon. I guess one day of MC is enough.

2009-04-23T01:45:00.001+08:00

CLEMEN said i got white hairs, lol. I am not sure if he is telling the truth lol. I never had white hairs before, this is terrible, i am so going to DYE MY HAIR.

2009-04-23T01:18:00.004+08:00

OH DEAR Im dying soon. Needa MC tmr, please, either that or i will die tmr in sch. Ages since i took my last mc during PRSP last year. My head is spinning like mad, my nose is stuffy and blocked. Muscle aching. Is this the sign of getting sick? It's crazy if i can school tmr, or rather, it will be a miracle to be in a 2hr lecture at 9am in the morning. From 9am till 6pm. I really hope i can stay at home tmr, i dont want to go to sch, not that i want to skip it. Feeling terrible, i really want to give up right here, and sleep. GOD HELP ME.
Almost slept in class during 3D lab. Was in front of the computer and yet i can feel sleepy. I dont know what was the reason to feel so sleepy when i had sufficient 8hr of sleep last night. 3D is kinda interesting, i created my first table. yay

Somehow i felt better typing this, i am typing very fast. I think it's the caffeine that's working on me. AHHHHHHHHHHH feeeel like i am going to die soon

2009-04-22T09:41:00.003+08:00

Don't feel like going for DBIS. Slight headache and bad flu.
12pm!!! LOL
Today is one of the slackest day in the week. 3 HR of lessons. I hate tomorrow, must do they put 2hrs lectures in the morning and 2hrs of break after that?LOL, stop talking about sch la.

I watched 17 again last night, WOOOO NICEEE
And i dont watch the "Mike" guy, though he looks cool and everything, i watch the movie kayy. LOL.

Just downloaded Knowing, not going to watch in cinema, not worth the $6. HAHA, i just need to watch HANDSOME SUIT and i will complete all the movies i want to watch!

2009-04-21T01:04:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL HAS STARTED.
It was pretty good, except the fact i was highly sleepy while listening to the teacher's introduction. I really prayed that subsequent lessons will not be so boring.
Lessons ended 1 hr earlier since there are nothing much we could do. I am so going to enjoy this week, lessons are going to be slacking and simply listen attentively to the teacher, nod my head solemnly, assuming i understand everything. LOL.
The new lab was COOL! Everything is foldable, tables and chairs. Even computers! Ahem, i mean laptops. They dont have computers anymore, they provide us with laptops which are locked in a cupboard. No unnecessary usage with lab sessions. How great~

And went to the lab to facebooking during the 2 hr break, life seems so simple and carefree. LIFE IS GREAT! Tomorrow there is no DBIS LAB, 2 HRS. 3 hrs of break before lecture, haha, u know i wont go, 3 hours! SEE THAT? 3 HRS! Wait 3 hrs for a lecture?

And ya, I finally drank teh bing today! I missed it sooooo much. So shuangggggg~ Talking about sindy, lol. Amazing person. She bought a shorts that cost $6 at this fashion, plus 10% discount equals $5.40. OMGGGG!!

My flu is back, AGAIN. And cough. BUAHHHHHHHzz
I need to sleep liaooooooo, QT now.

2009-04-20T00:40:00.002+08:00

HAHA SCHOOL STARTING, LIKE TMR.
EXCITING!
Got to be cool about it, it's a new beginning, folks!
And i still haven't figured out what is my first lesson, what's DMPF?
Life is great.
My "new" CG is funny, as usual, with Tingwei.

I still cant slp. It's super rare that my 2 sisters are overseas right now, both of them at the opposites of the earth, one is in UK, another in Thailand. lol.

2009-04-17T02:17:00.003+08:00

OMGGG Im really tired now. Just reached home 1/2 ago. LOL. I waited for shermaine to submit her project, lol, gmail is crazy sometimes. Tried various ways to solve the problem, like finally. Cabbed and it cost $11.1o, totally ripped-off la, just 1m and the metre ran like siao. Hate cabs. 1 less movie to watch. Sian.
And im still smelling like seoul garden, oh man. It's so uneasy.

i really want to watch movies. I went to illuma just now and their ticket counter is super cool, full of movie posters frames, all the movies that i want to watch. More movies.
I am just proud of myself for buying a checkered shorts at $12, bugis street. If only debbie had bought, then it will be $10. LOL. It's preet good, with an original price of $26 which is stated in the price tag.

My new timetable is pretty cool. Ends school at 3 or 4pm from monday to wednesday, thurs ends at 6pm, fridays end at 12pm. I got freehand drawing for my CDS, at least better than having Languages right?

2009-04-16T00:05:00.003+08:00

Taken is a very nice show! 4.5 stars for it! I burst out laughter when i saw the guy got crashed by a car and when another guy was tortured with electricity. LOL. i am saddist kayy.

Excitement is just near!
School is starting real soon haha! I am seeing so many people going through their final project, especially people in laselle, gogogo! It's just a little bit more!

I am not sure whether i am ready for school. It will be so so so different from yr 1. Oh dear, i almost died in year 1, hahhh. All i can say is, please give me a good lecturer.
The term break is really long enough for me to recharge myself once again, haha, time for work again. I shouldn't stay in a comfort zone for too long, haha, yeah, this is my motivation.

FIGHT THE RACE!

2009-04-15T22:45:00.002+08:00

I know it's very pink. HEEHEE

2009-04-15T13:27:00.001+08:00

Happily watching hong kong classic movies online~~ Sam Hui is the best ^^

2009-04-14T23:59:00.005+08:00

Hi world.
HAHA! WAAA SLACKER.
I am still not used without my sis's presence who is now in UK having her vacation.
Today's quite okay, went to school for some dumb pre-sem briefing, before that was in church to take something from syl and helped her to submit to TP. I reached tampines mrt late, and i dumbly took cab to school, i wasted $4.60 to travel to school. I felt so dumb for doing that lol. Late then late lor, who really bothers anyway, CP not even there. I was somewhat "cheated" to go, they "claimed" it to be COMPULSORY, "Reminder: Pre-semester briefing tomorrow, 14april, attendence is compulsory". I received twice of this, as if "attendence" is so important. Awesome!
I wasted 30min of my time, actually supposedly to be 1 hr but i was late for 30min. Well, they still wasted my money to travel! Oh yes, Sindy didn't go! I think she overslept. SINDY I MISSSSS U, my poking companion. And chermaine, she got driving theory test woooot!

It's week 0 tmr. That's really fast, i've spent one year in TP.

I went TM after that. And nic leong is another irritating guy i met, lol. Super irritated by myself, i forgot to help syl submit her photocopied IC, and i had to go back to school from TM.
!!!
Travelled back to Tampines one after that for new friend outing with shermaine and debb. Chilled. I wanted to play the arcade but debb was chased out because of her AJ PE attire. D=
There are total of 3 shopping malls in tampines, this makes me wants to shop more after school. OHMAN. TOPSHOP really inspires me. Unless i don't spend for the whole month, i will have money to buy. ARGG

timetable still not out, 5 more days to school, what is this man.

2009-04-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

2009-04-14T01:40:00.001+08:00

IM SLACKING~
LOL
IM WAITING FOR THE NEW TIMETABLE THAT WILL BE OUT TML

2009-04-13T00:04:00.004+08:00

Just thought of something just now: I never regretted being in HOGC. As in all the awesome friends i had, in my zone. HAHA. They are the most awesome people!

DEBBIE PANG: thanks for ur encouragements!! We will bless more people in our zone!! Lets stress each other together lol!
I realised i am going to have a new start, new beginning, in a different cg, well, it's not exactly changing cg since the beginning i was once in the cg before! Haha, the new beginning will be amazing, connecting different people, drawing closer to different kind people. Easter yesterday was great la, hang out was uber FUN!

I keep thinking today is monday cuz there is no service today! I watch fast and furious 4 just now with some funny people! It was cool! Thrilling! LOL.
The next movie will be "knowing".
Even when school starts, i can still continue watching movies lol. Can watch after school. WALAU I am crazy over this!

My nose is still not okay.

2009-04-10T02:11:00.001+08:00

10 more days to school.

2009-04-10T00:18:00.003+08:00

My MBP wants to die early, i tried to comfort it but i cant, it cant sleep yet cuz there are many things i need to do. Everything is lagging now, even typing this. It has been sleeping for few days cuz i didn't shut it down, i am too used to close the lid and go to sleep. MAN. Dont die!

HAA.
I was not in my mind just now while attempting to do BUT GOD punchlines in church. I went to Parkway parade with Syl just to buy KOI bubble tea. LOL. It's exaggerating i know. I went to find my lost mind. I found it! LOL. Went back to church after that to finish patch. Yes, and syl cycled home! OMGG

laggingggg~~ irritating.

ok, back to normal after restarting.

ch55- D.I.E ended. Time to start work.

2009-04-09T01:39:00.003+08:00

SUSHI!! (suddenly think of eric always calls me that, yes im eating my own kind.)
LOL
my fav SASHIMI wasn't fantastic T_T
I didn't try every handrolls.
Chawamushi was nice, as good as sakae's.
Others were nice, i drank 2 iced lemon tea and black current juice.
So tired now, still worrying how to do punchlines... Since i came home 3 hrs havent think of anything yet. AHHH
I still cant believe i finished almost 2 complete patches, 6songs in 1 hr. HOHO~~
Easter will be awesome!
Now already starting to panic for red rain! LOL! AE MADNESS

2009-04-08T01:20:00.005+08:00

I watched confessions of a shopaholic last night, with some bzone people and ezone people. WOOOOHOO. Funny show, maybe guys dont really like it, but i think its nice leh lol. Chew's laughter was so loud when she said she dont want to watch the show! LOL
There are so many movies i need to watch. YEAH, before school reopens! I watching 10 shows before 20 april! I am going to do that. Already, i am watching at least 1 show each week, sometimes 2 shows.
I got blessed $200 from my dad, AWESOME!

okay, sushi buffet tomorrow!! YAY~~

2009-04-06T00:42:00.006+08:00

I got a great awesome service today with pst Lia! Haha! It's just so powerful, felt ministered and just the right time! Feeling quite dry and worn out during this season even though everyone was saying that i have grown alot. Haha. Perhaps they are right, i really have high expectations on myself. I am glad that people around me understands me better than i do, that's great, to tell me where am i and what to improve. Ivan once shared that someone who can grow much is when he can take discipleships.
i cant emphasize how much i love my ministries. Though it's really hard to do those technical stuffs like punchlines, ahem. (I still have not done river punchlines). I really like it lor, i mean i have sit in a congregation for so many times, and i see how opts make a service so powerful, the praise and worships so impactful.
I am changed by God. =D
I need to be more God-dependent, to flow with the songs. I have seen zhi yi's punchlines and it's really great. I mean, it totally flow the song and annoited. If i sense this flow and annoiting in the congregation, this is how successful the punchlines are.
I 've always thought if i am just 50% of his abilites, that will be so great. Thinking back, i am just silly to think of that. Abilities are just nothing la, without the annoiting of God, nothing really good will come out of it.

I came home at 12am when i am supposed to reach home 1.5 hr earlier, Kesiaaaa lorrr. We chatted nearby our houses outside 7-11, lol can u believe it. Haha we chatted yup. Deep thoughts, serious stuffs. None of them. Won't tell u what is it about. Me and her's secrets.

I am into movies nowwww. OMGGGG. Tuesday i am watching Shinjuku incident with some random people. Just ask me for a movie and i will go!! Wed- sushi outing with tw, syl, bx, darren, nelson, etc people. HAHAHA.

2009-04-05T01:44:00.002+08:00

I got big eyes today, just for today.
Oh man, i am so tired.
DC with IVAN today. Haha Ivan is really funny and cool.
So much things i could learn from him haha.

2009-04-04T00:19:00.006+08:00

B ZONE NIGHTS OUT! lol. we reached chomp chomp at 11pm which supposedly to be at 9.30pm. We cabbed from church, $7.40.
I ordered 5 chicken wings at chomp chomp just now!
Some were shocked that i ordered 5 chicken wings for myself, "the 5 chicken wings are share one?" "no, it's for me." lol
I found out something interesting about wei le. HAHAHA. She can "suan"/"calculate" what the person like to eat by looking at the person's face. "You looks like you like to eat..." She is so cool man. haha
Doing decor with yan wen is really fun. Haha. I learned one thing from her. She is really a very detailed person. i am the kind of person who wants to make things done fast and do other stuffs. I guessed that's a typical singaporean, who tries to juggle few things at one go. Small little details may seem least important, but bits by bits becomes alot and makes a big difference.
okay, i am tired.

2009-04-03T13:22:00.003+08:00

I am sick and tired of listening the same song over and over and over and over again. LOL. Let's listen some worldly songs! Like kelly clarkson, lol? I've got so many worldly songs i never heard before. Worldly songs are pretty nice too, maybe i should listen more. haha

Nights out! B ZONE NIGHTS OUT! Nelson will treat me something for passing my sub. I will convince people to treat me food. HEHE.

4 CARDS TO DO, woooot!

Easter will be sooooo coooool can. EASTER EGGS ^^ Come join me for good friday and easter day. 9&10April, see you there

2009-04-03T12:57:00.002+08:00

ARGG!! I almost KILLED my laptop.

2009-04-03T00:40:00.004+08:00

i hope bx wont mind me for posting this.

sushiannnnnnn XDDD DMC DMC DMC @ 11:56
hi BX

Boxue Tan @ 11:57
hihi

sushiannnnnnn XDDD come come come to the river @ 11:57
jus want to say we actually wanted to reply u
but like very bad so we nv reply lol 11:58
LOL i cant believe i am so lame 11:58

Boxue Tan @ 11:59
Friday, April 3, 2009 12:00
-.-

Boxue Tan @ 12:00
joke la
hahaha 12:00

sushiannnnnnn XDDD come come come to the river @ 12:00
12AM!!

Boxue Tan @ 12:00
tmr u doing for svc?

sushiannnnnnn XDDD come come come to the river @ 12:00
i not doing..

Boxue Tan @ 12:00
lol
just nice 12am 12:00

sushiannnnnnn XDDD come come come to the river @ 12:00
yea
RIVERRRRR HOWW 12:01
lol 12:01

Boxue Tan @ 12:01
oh
i listen 1st 12:01

sushiannnnnnn XDDD come come come to the river @ 12:01
ok lol

Boxue Tan @ 12:09
hard to tell u the flow
do like the ipod comercial 12:09
u know the neon glowing lights streaks 12:09

sushiannnnnnn XDDD come come come to the river @ 12:09
oh
i knw 12:09

Boxue Tan @ 12:09
its flow in, flow, flow, flow, swipe down, then next line flow in, flow flow flow, the swipe out
that kind 12:10
the "ah-a" sort of the swipe down timing 12:10
lol 12:10
u no need to swipe out sentence aft sentenc 12:11
u keep your previous sentence faded looking behind 12:11
lol 12:11
i duno how to tell u 12:11

sushiannnnnnn XDDD come come come to the river @ 12:14
oo
i think i understand 12:14
lol 12:15
thx mann 12:15

Boxue Tan @ 12:16
np

sushiannnnnnn XDDD come come come to the river @ 12:17
Thanks bbbboxxxue
im becoming like kesia sorry

Boxue Tan @ 12:17
-.-~
lol 12:17

HAHA its kinda fun to have conversations often you know! LOL BX is a interesting person, i will talk more with him! He sent a sms to me and kesia, haha it's kind of funny and random also. Ok la, wont tell u more, to keep u in suspense! LOL. i am very bad sorry, 12:50am, im too high cuz im tonning later. Kesia is my sooooooon best friendddddd (: See, i am talking like her agaaain.
HOWWW I cant sleep now, so tired. I promised i will send in punchlines by tonight, before the sun rose. HAHA! Oh no..

2009-04-02T13:49:00.002+08:00

chorus:
Come come come to the river
You are the living water
WASH ME CLEAN X2
Come come come to the river
You are the living water
flow through me X2

I am soon listening this song river again, no, i am listening it now. OH MAN. 245 play counts. I am starting to hate this song.

2009-04-02T10:33:00.004+08:00

I passed my retest! lol! No more programming! I want to thank Mr Nalaka for helping me with revision before the sub paper. HAHA. i am just not the programming type, i either get D or F. Lol. It's not a good thing. But anyway, i still pass my sub! I will work hard for year 2!!
Yeah man.
Tell you something, i spent more than $20 in MWL. I wont reveal the exact price, don't tell sylvia k. i think sylvia will kill me.
The week is so fast, like a bullet train. I am watching more movies next week.
Yesterday was April fool! Man, it's PROJECT LOVE! We(shermaine and desiree) went to surprise some integrations and give them umbrellas! HAHA.
Some attempted to prank me using sms, the prank is so common can, of course i am able to differentiate laa. It only works to those who forgot it's is april fool day!
Unfortunately, some things happened. But we had fellowship! We went Aston at The Cathay for lunch, nice fooooood, i ate Hickory bbq chicken+baked potato and house salad.

Oh man, i will miss eric! Someone who's leaving the zone. Lol, but he will still be in church!

2009-03-31T14:42:00.003+08:00

2009-03-29T10:34:00.002+08:00

God's always there to "surprise" me.
I was reading the bible yesterday during QT. I wanted faith from God to overcome some problems for the next day and i remembered the bible verse God gave me that day for CG. Mark 11. I didn't what verse God gave me, so i read the whole chapter of Mark.

Mark 11:22- 24 ²² So Jesus answered and said to them, “Have faith in God. ²³ For assuredly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be removed and be cast into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that those things he says will be done, he will have whatever he says. ²⁴ Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.

2009-03-28T01:47:00.003+08:00

I love to blog.
Last week was B zone chalet, it was fast man.
1 interesting thing about me, I love to cut things.
CARDSSS. Actually just one card. Hehe
I need to try not to go out so often, man.
I am looking forward to effects outing next monday.
CHC Power house is next wk! WOOHOO. I need to go for at least one day, it has been such a long long time i went.
I did decor today, beach theme! So cool haha =D
I had been trying to learn the heart of serving, haha. The toughest thing is to love doing tedious things. I remembered i did stock checking with Joyce for the entire decor cupboard. Oh man, that's the REAL administration. So many things, measurements, colours, sizes.. LOL.
One thing i am so sure is that God sees our hearts of serving Him. As You are, So are we.

2009-03-27T14:28:00.002+08:00

i am enjoying my holidays noww.. hoho. i am happily eating my ice cream. slack. lol. sorry luhh. but when my school starts, u guys will be having ur holidays while i am chiong-ing projects again..

I suddenly thought of arkaos. Beloved arkaos, pls don't crash tomorrow k! (:

2009-03-27T00:01:00.004+08:00

I went for decor outing with Sam, Joyce, lu and ruoen! HAHA!!! ARAB street is so cool. O-M-G.
We bought cloths(runners), ribbons, glitters... WHOA so many cloths, countless of them. i tell you, it will be a complete nightmare for me to work just a day at a textile shop.
O-M-G man, I am so in love with that vintage and retro shop! I almost bought the whole shop!! I didn't in the end, but i bought a nice shirt that cost 29.90. I am going back there because they are having sale!! LOL

Emily the strange is having sale!! I bought my plait flats at $55- 50%!! Awesome CG at sam's house. Nuan at sam's house at CG and ate some junk food from her house. hahaha. Boxue scared the wits out of me when he was standing infront of the lift, he was outside and we were in the lift, we didn't know he was outside. WALAUU, reminded me of the horror movie last night. I realised a lift that can be seen through is quite terrifying.

26 mar

2009-03-26T11:21:00.002+08:00

HI everyoneee (:
I watched "coming soon" last night,9pm. WEEEEE!! LOL the show i rated 2.5 stars. I finally had my wish come true to watch at least one horror movie this month. HEHEEEEE
First of all, the show has no link, the ghost appeared out of a sudden. The main purpose was to scare the wits out of people. Haha, it's not too bad, it scared me, thanks to Eric, half the time scaring me. Secondly, the ending was quite dumb, the main character's eyes got gouged by the ghost. Anyway, the makeup of the ghost was extremely ugly and disgusting, not bad.
I am enjoying horror movies, when is next?!

-Outing with some decor people and SAM!

I am looking forward to ~~the next holiday!!~~ SCHOOL!

2009-03-22T02:53:00.003+08:00

MOVIES TO BE WATCHED!

21 mar

2009-03-22T02:02:00.002+08:00

I am thinking through my mind of what God has spoken to me, YES! I am writing them down before my brain shuts down!
i was home 1 hr ago from supper with gangs:Debb, desiree, elyn, ryan, siok, nelson, boxue, jacky, darren, zhiyi and eric. We ate prata! LOL. Full and satisfied now. Today's service with Sy Rogers was awesome, 3 sessions in a row!He is such a great speaker! WHOAAA!
Anyway, I have no idea why i was so tired during the 1st session, i thought i've got enough hours of sleep. An iced latte saved my life! Drank it and was energetic again! LOL.

BZONE Chalet was so fun can. Never eaten so much BBQ food in my life. No joke, TW and I eating and eating. No sleep and fun-filled. I KO at 6am. We need to wake up at 8.30 to clear the place. 2-3am we was at macs. 3-5 concentration game. 5-6am, stared at TV screen(guitar hero) 6-8.30, sleep. 8.30-9.30am BM. 10-11am, swimming pool. 11-1pm, Macs eating lunch. HAHA

Thats all, got to sleep!

17 mar

2009-03-18T01:06:00.005+08:00

I went to school this afternoon for some stupid IT show held by some year 3 students. Not really stupid luh, but it just don't interest me. I believe it is "compulsory", because less than half the class went. Perhaps i will choose 3D animation in year 2.2, looks so thrilling to me!
After which syl and i met in church for some cuttings for vicky.
I didn't watch "push" in the end, the rest watched. i saved my $7.50! Me, shermaine, ZY and debb went far east instead! LOL. We drank yuan-yang. But it seemed that the caffeine does no effect on me? i couldn't find my fav shop, maybe i try again tmr. ^3^ i saw a super nice brown checkered converse shoe that costs $25?!! But no more size! SUPER SAD. i am still deprived over it! OH MAN!

10pm, Shermaine suggested to eat rocher tau huay as usual.. i didn't go laaaa, so tiring.

That's all, tiring day. tmr morning, how?!!

*Happy birthday maine (: You can go take ur driving license liao.

oh my gosh my fav show is here, bye!

17 mar

2009-03-17T00:52:00.003+08:00

SABBATH day was good. i am refreshed now whooo!
I came back from MWL with syl. Bought some cool stuffs and spent again lol. And went to eat cafe cartel?! But the sad thing was, all the cakes are gone! How can it be! Lol and yeah we ate bread of course and chicken wingssssss (six) for $5.80. Their service was okay.
HAHA i am going to watch "PUSH" once again tmr simply because i didn't catch the storyline previously. =.=
No money liao laaaaaaa. i topped up $50 for ezlink card lol.
Don't ask me to update results arrr *roar* i wont tell u unless u are my super good friend. i will just tell u it's average...

(random) Zone chalet will be fun laaaaaaa!
(random)$$$ "coming soon". I counted like 6 people owed me money, yayyy!
(random)holidays are ending, 1 more month before sch reopens.

i <3>
We celebrated sam's bd yesterday! YUP

2009-03-13T12:28:00.002+08:00

My hand still so "suannnnnnnn" not pain but suan. THANKS for much thick cardboards. I hope my hand will be perfectly alright, LUH. I was grateful i dont have to go out for inte outing in such early morning. So exhasting after cutting and pasting last night till nearly 12am in church. i reached home panicking for my specs LOL. I frantically find it for 1/2 hour, i realised i have not eaten for the last 12hours.
HAHA I AM STILL TIREDDDDDD.

2009-03-10T00:44:00.003+08:00

I just need to vent my frustrations and i will be fine. Who says Christians cant be irritated and angry? I just dont like to reveal it all lol. Of course you cant see my emotions because i hid it.
I shallnt say what is it about.

I dont want to care anymore, let tomorrow decides itself.

GRRRRR
My left hand, my left hand. It makes me so hard to type.

5 mar

2009-03-06T00:42:00.002+08:00

SIAN. I just sprained my left wrist... i feel like i am disabled and immobile T_T
Okay, i was like rollerblading at east coast with Kathy and Sylvia! I forgot how to rollerblade and i fell yeah lol.
AHHHH I want my hand back!! lol
Sylvia was just saying if we continue at this rate, swimming, cycling etc, we will be as slim as shermaine! WOOH! lolsss

I am still having flu and cough!!! ):

4 Mar

2009-03-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

AWESOME DAY! I came back after an energetic exercise-swimming, sauna, steaming. LOL. Yeah, Desiree's house. If i ever have a chance to stay there, i would probably go steaming everyday man...
But Sylvia says it's too hot, lol. That's the whole point luhhh! The best thing was no other people besides us! COOL! Desiree's mum do that all the time, at 100 degrees celsius?
OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH.
I am so going to steam myself again next tuesday!!! And ya are we going far east AGAIN?! OH MY

I need to stop thinking about shopping. There is thousands of things i want to buy!
I LOVE THAT VINTAGE SHOP!!

2 Mar

2009-03-02T23:58:00.005+08:00

Coughing like an old woman now...

I went to watch Slumdog millionaire with tingwei, naomi and kathy!
HAHA GREAT SHOW MUST WATCH!!
GREAT MOVIE!! No doubt it won oscar awards. =D
I can imagine myself in a foreign country like India, millions will want to exchange for my life. Child labour and child beggars. Typical story, but twisted into "who wants to become a millionaire" show. Cool. His life story and encounters were written to become questions of "who wants to become a millionaire" show. 20,000,000 rupees. AHAHA

1 mar

2009-03-02T10:26:00.004+08:00

WOW! AI conference was powerful! We will change the world together. There are so much things God has been telling me, and action speaks louder than words, i am going to do something. Lives are going to be changed. Seeing so many unfortunates who even have big dreams like becoming a doctor, pastor, teacher etc, it hit me so hard to do something for them.
I made a decision to be thrifty for this month! Don't spend so much money!! I twice my amount of money to give, i thought i had no ability to give that. Without faith, it is impossible to please God.
I cant wait to be 18 so that i can go for missionary trip!

SS miss Maine.
Hahaha. Maine, pls bring some taiwan stuffs home!

28 Feb

2009-02-28T01:57:00.003+08:00

AI conference has been great. Weee

I am so full, just ate 2 chicken wings with Kesia.. So late right..
I am so tired.
I am like coughing and coughing non-stop. AHHHH

It's hard, yeah. Sometimes i thought of giving up. Weird thoughts had came to me the other day, what if i am not a christian. What if i didn't catch God's calling of coming back to HOGC? Haha
Sometimes things get so difficult that i had no "space" for my heart to store and i don't have enough courage to tell someone. It's a just a moment when i got "emo" and i thought things will turn around.
I finally saw the importance of surrendering to God, it just so easy. Being God-dependent. It is evident that without God, i would not be who am i today.

2009-02-25T02:00:00.000+08:00

EXAM'S OVER
YAYEEEE

24 feb

2009-02-24T11:11:00.002+08:00

WEEEE today is SINDY'S birthday, let's go eat good stuffs after cmaths k.
i am stuck with cmaths.
HAHA.
LAST DAY OF EXAMS.
I only got 2 papers lol.
Let's go eat Sakae k! I am serious k cuz exams are over^^
CHERMAINE LETS EAT SASHIMI!!!
lol

18 Feb

2009-02-18T22:41:00.007+08:00

I seriously need to stop spending money. Thank goodness tomorrow I AM NOT GOING OUT. SERIOUSLY.
I 've spent so much money. OH MY~~~~~~~~~~~ I shalln't reveal how much i spent.
I was even tempted to spend more yesterday at sakae sushi. THANK GOODNESS I ate just 1 chawanmushi and only found out there is a 20% discount for salmon-related's after payment. Can u believe Simin ate 5 chawanmushi by herself for dinner?! It's like TOTALLY incredible.
I ate another chawanmushi just now at far east-kitchen MOGU-MOGU. You know, it cant be compared to Sakae's.
It's susposed to be a study week. Yeah.

I'm good ok! Consultion for OOPG yesterday. Sindy and Chermaine are addicted to pet society. I dont get it, it's quite a lame game yeah.

I felt myself such a spendthrift. I should ban myself from shopping and fast from it like shermaine.

I am SO thrilled to wear my floral-floral skirt this sat! WEEEEEEE
I just concluded I am so crazy over:
1. Leopard prints
2. checkereds
3. Florals
4. Polka Dots(same size and colour)

-Sindy, i don't adore STRIPES anymore(or at the moment). Forget about my stripey cardigan.

Hoho, time for study. i can see it coming- waking up at 4am in the morning to study. People like me get distracted easily by something called TELEVISION at night. In order to reduce distractions, the best solution is to study in the morning. My own solution, may not work for you.

16 FEB

2009-02-16T11:43:00.003+08:00

HAHA. I LOVE PASTOR JOAKIM!!
2 days of great sermons, MODERN DAY MORTYRS!!
God tested my faithfulness right after saturday night, something.

I love my valentine's day.
WITH MY ZONE.
MY valentines my valentines!!!

OMIII I forgot my thumbdrive again. I skipped a beat. lol. againnnn. It's at effects table. HOHO.
And oh ya, i forgot my itouch, left it at effects table also, so i cleverly asked Kesia to take for me and meet me at our neighbourhood when she reaches. HAHA. LOL. We hanged around yesterday night.
i had a nice chat with my leader after that! LOL. We are living so near to each other!

Uh. i am going for extra lessonssssss le!

2009-02-10T08:33:00.002+08:00

I CANT WAIT FOR WEDNESDAY! When all the presentations are over! CANT WAIT FOR CHC PRAYERHOUSE! I am going on this thursday HAHA then go for oopg remedial! PERFECT! After oopg i will go straight to CG haha ((:

AHA 2 presentations today! CAN LAAA

2009-02-09T04:38:00.005+08:00

Okay.. this is the 4th time or fifth time i am waking up at 4.30 am! WOOOOOOOO!

Waking up early in the morning seems to be a routine to me already, oh no =(
Well, i didn't start doing my project immediately, i went to catch up with people's blog and found out so many amazing things happening LOL.

(Random note): Happy birthday ERIC(RIC), you are 21 already!

Charleston preached on sunday, wowwwwww. =)) Saturday he was just sharing about his life during discipleship class, simple cool laaa.
I was reminded of "Others can, i cannot". People can do what they want in the weekends, but i can't. People can have more time doing their assignments, but i cant. Why? I will not compromise God in any ways, the world can say what they want, no one can stop me from serving God, even now i dont have PO anymore, can u believe it?
Everyone is so stressed right now, even the army people like nelson having driving test HAHA. He is like more stressed than me haha.

Matthew 21:21
21So Jesus answered and said to them, “Assuredly, I say to you, if you have faith and do not doubt, you will not only do what was done to the fig tree, but also if you say to this mountain, ‘Be removed and be cast into the sea,’ it will be done. 22 And whatever things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive.”

5 reasons i wake up so early
-finish assignment
-look at people's blog
-do e-survey(school)
-looking around
-don't know

2009-02-07T03:21:00.002+08:00

I am stressed and sad. Really stressed that i don't know how long i can take it. I really doubt myself making just one quality website, 10 quality pages? Never going to get A already, not even a B, because 10% is deducted. I can't believe this happening. PLEASE HELP. I cant believe we stayed until the lab had to be close to complete IDES. 9.30PM. And i have not yet done with it. I feel my muscles turning numb, i dont feel tiredness anymore, energetic, WEEEEE. tmr going to school again. i hope i can finish before the lab closes at 1pm.
sleepless nights for next 2 days before mmp1 presentation.

She don't like me, yes i know. I am going to take that for 3 years, please don't teach me anymore subjects, my GPA will go down. Right now i cant prove my abilities, but i soar one day FOR YOU TO SEE. C+? C? D? D+? Just don't give me F. i don't want to retake this module if u are going to teach me.

Currently grades doesn't matter to me anymore, my stress level is too high, C or D doesn't really matters to me.

4 Jan

2009-02-04T04:47:00.002+08:00

AHH.. I waking up early to do my projects again. As the submissions are near, i need to wake up even earlier, sleep lesser. I like my friend, emilita's quote: Sleep in the afternoon, study at night. But i don't sleep in the afternoon, i sleep at night, study in the morning. Anyway, it's quite similar. =D

2FEB

2009-02-02T22:11:00.003+08:00

TIRED!! Super busy with school!! There are a total of 4 presentations next week, plus french role play this friday. HAHA. IDES- WEBSITE, DTAT- LOGO, MMP1, CMSK- ORAL PRESENTATION.

sorry for caps =D

REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING MMP1 AND IDES. I need to do it!

CAPACITY!
The other day i was rushing for punchlines, i will fly. How awesome it was to see my punchlines on the screen, my efforts aren't wasted. i had never listened to a song for over 100 times non-stop, examining the same lines for more than 4 hours. Till now i can clearly recite the lyrics. HAHA. I was so tired that day, i almost slept with my laptop, thank God i didn't. God became my strength that night, love came to my mind, i want God to use me to impact new friends through praise and worship. I was so sure i am not going to sleep until i have completed, no longer i be self-centered, but others-centered. I saw myself in the next level. My heart is filled with Praises.
You ask me why i do all these things? It's all for the cause of Christ.

I am glad that i am catching up with Bible reading plan(BRP) i am now at exodus 21! The book of Exodus is amazing =D

All for love(Hillsong) :

all for love a father gave
for only love could make a way
all for love the heavens cried
for love was crucified

oh how many times have i broken your heart
still you forgive
if only i ask
and how many times have you heard me pray
draw near to me

everything i need is you
my begining my forever
everything i need is you

let me sing all for love
and i will join the angels song
ever holy is the lord
king of glory
king of all

oh how many times have i broken your heart
and still you forgive
if only i ask
and how many times have you heard me pray
draw near to me

everything i need is you
my begining my forever
everything i need is you

all for love the saviour prayed
abba father have your way
for they know not what they do
let the cross draw man to you
to you
to you
to you

everything i need is you
my begining my forever
everything i need is you

2009-01-18T22:20:00.002+08:00

I hate this. OOPG REMEDIAL TMR? WHY CHERMAINE HAS TO TELL ME?!!! DON'T TELL ME AND I HAVE THE REASON NOT TO GO!!!!! SIAN SIAN SIAN Well, that's not the main reason to blog. HAHA. i came back from my wonderful second home, playing QUELFS with my beloved people like fedora, desiree, jia en, deleon and one new friend from b40. HAHA. Never been so hilarious for super long! LOL. OHYA I need to say "i need my pills" for drinking water! lol

i was listening to the song "the potter's hand", i felt so touched by God's love. The lyrics says, Take me, Mould me
Use me, Fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hands
Hold me, Guide me
Lead me, Walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand How amazing. God's everlasting love.

2009-01-11T23:38:00.005+08:00

I dragged to blog about this, just too depressed to blog about this issue that keeps bugging me. I am having crappy results ever since the new semester starts. This discourages me totally when i tried my very best.
D+
i dont understand why she gave me such a low grade. My heart sank that very moment, under such pressure, i saw how sarcastic she was. I know she dont like me from the very beginning. Why cant she tell me why i get D! I dont have excellent photography skills but i never thought i am so bad at it that i get a pathetic D? I had never been so demoralised until she gave that a grade, thanks alot, teeacherrrr, i will work hard forrrr an A for youuuu!! i never loathe a teacher so badly, you can be the first one.
I try not to loathe her, but i saw people whom she sings "praises" are super "ARTISTIC" you know. "Please go take a look at what they do/draw" I saw it, as if they draw fantastically well and creative or worth my second look.
I know she will pick on me again this wednesday simply because i didnt go for "anger management talk" because i went to make new IC. I will just answer her: i already have planned my time, and you didn't remind us earlier." i dont care about APEL. Since you already dont like me, i dont care whether you will picked on me once more. LOL! I got more things in life to establish, not just about this module ok!
I am just not someone that will spend my time in school involving so many other things, i'd do something meaningful.
These couple of days God had told me alot of things, new revelations and understanding. I will be God-dependent, not independent.

2009-01-05T22:04:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL REOPENS, NEW START!
HEHEEE
Sleepy. Got report to do. CMSK3. I have yet do anything about it. I totally forgot about cmsk. MY GOODNESS.
Anyway, this is what i did this morning for MMP1, just a simple one.

Everyone in class in online now! (well, almost) Chionging cmsk3. BYE, i gtg to do mine as well!

2009-01-03T10:40:00.002+08:00

I fell asleep last night. Too exhausted to do anything after i reached home from church. HAA. Oh dear, how to finish school work. I cant believe i am doing ministry every week. HOHO. Perhaps it's a good thing y'know. MORE GROWTH! I love this sunday's songs la! Majesty, great is our God, Hosanna, God is real today and Jesus. They are all my favourite songs! HAHA! I think i really growed in terms of the time used to do one patch! I used less than 1 hr to completed 3 praises and 1 worship. =DD

Brand new year, it's a good way to start everything fresh. Yes. Starting my new semester with more passion to learn and score more As!

1 jan

2009-01-01T14:22:00.005+08:00

OH WELL I just woke after countdown in HOGC. WOOOOOOO. We didn't sleep for the entire night, just 30min-1hr. HAHA. Friends' night was super duper cool! Games like ducky, forget-me-not, bincey bouncy, house of hoops and many many more!
THANKS EFFECTS MINISTRY for celebrating my birthday and the marshmellows are SWEET right to my heart! (No wonder Kesia you bought it and asked me whether this is nice.) THANKS EVERYONE! I LOVE YOU GUYS! 2009 will be amazing and we will breakthrough together!!! YAYY! THANKS FOR THE PRESENT TOO! AND BIRTHDAY CARD =D

Time to chiong homework again!

2008-12-30T23:23:00.004+08:00

JUST kill me for homework laaa

This is what i was doing for mmp1. CRAP. Just 1% of my name.

These two day i spent half the day in church, helping out for friends' night tmr. Super cool. Just that i didn't take a picture of our work haha.

Sindy: trying not to be stressed. Think of wonderful things! Like new year! 2009! WOO!

2008-12-30T00:51:00.004+08:00

I AM STRESSED
I AM STRESSED
I AM STRESSED
I AM STRESSED
I AM STRESSED

IDES-WEBSITE DEVELOPMENT,
DTAT- LOGO DESIGNS,
MMP1- SKETCHBOOK+ZOHO ENTRIES,
FRENCH,
OOPG- ASSIGNMENT

My head and back really really hurts T_____________________T
i cant think, i cant sleep, i cant do anything, i cant do my homework =_=

29 dec

2008-12-29T01:00:00.003+08:00

I need to flare this up before i burst. LOL. i cant believe the internet is so slow that it takes me 5min to load a page. It's a rare thing for me to have such passion and enthusiastic to do my homework. OH WELL. Perhaps there is something called PMS, it's just that it don't occur to me often and i don't take it out on someone.

It is happening again, LOADING LOADING LOADING.

I am super vexed with stuffs, especially when some things came to my mind, like losing things. The more i think i started to realise my carelessness and it is not even worth of people to mourn over me(i mean my things).

Homeworks are really annoy and irk me, every single day i worries about it. It is so competitive. Stressful and hate it. She is really bias and what she commented me that day, i'll never forget, "you really want to pass? i doubt so." Her power of tongue hits me so hard.
I cant stand people who finishes their homework and starting asking people whether they had finished theirs. It totally loathed me. It hasn't happened to me yet but please don't ask me such questions... e-learning for the week. Yes, no school and MORE homework.

25 dec

2008-12-26T01:21:00.002+08:00

WEEEEEE
It's x'mas hahahaha =DD
Thanks for the x'mas cards and wishes.
It was a busy week, but all worth it for the cause of Christ.

Today was my third year in HOGC and that's my best x'mas in church. I cant believe i did effects for xmas service! HAHA. No doubts i'd shook vigorously before service, never been so scared before. LOL
I can just crash a service without knowing it y'know! HA. Though friends can reject me, (well, reject all you can, i will not stop praying for you!) but I believe God is faithful. My wish for xmas is to grow in my ministry and i know i has already come to pass! You'll never believe my burning desire of serving, because i cant believe it as well. I always had anxiety problems no matter how small the problem is, let alone it's a service. Countless number of times, i made mistakes inregards 0f timing, i was super scared i would did the same thing again. I felt frustrated when people constantly telling me to think-before-you-press. The uncontrollable fear had triggered me to be focus all the time. Yeah, i did it =D

Christmas is the birth of Jesus Christ, where can you spend it other than HOGC?
Jesus came from heaven to earth, to show us the way, from the earth to the cross, crucified to pay our debts and sins, from the cross to the grave, resurrected, from the grave to the sky. Jesus truely understands and sympatizes our pains and troubles, simply because He is 100% Man and God. How great is our God. He had came to earth to show us the way for He is the truth, the light and the way. (John 14:6) Jesus will give light to every darkness, give hope to every despaired.

We play Who-What-Huh. I got a forfeit of running around the christmas tree 5 times and repeating "Merry Christmas". LOL. And i did it. The people at the pool table like ah cai and minghan said, " so sad, so young got such sickness". =.=
Chew's forfeit was doing chicken dance on the stage with the song "Last Christmas i give you my heart". Shermaine's forfeit was wrapping herself with blanket and ran around the auditorium. Hilarious ^^

35-100-1400
b41-bZone-churchwide

2008-12-23T00:51:00.002+08:00

RULES:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on shuffle
b.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. You must write down that song name no matter how silly it sounds.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say?
only the truth-The Last Shadow Puppets

2. How would you describe yourself?
i cant hate you anymore-The Last Shadow Puppets

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
High Above-Parachute Band

4. How do you feel today?
Living Rain-Parachute Band

5. What is your life’s purpose?
All The Way-Craig David

6. What is your motto?
God Of My Forever-City Harvest Church

7. What do your friends think of you?
She Had The World-Panic At The Disco

8. What do you think of your parents?

9. What do you think about very often?
Melting - Tristan Prettyman

10. What is 2 + 2?
Warning Sign-coldplay

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Servant Ties-Haste The Day

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Otherside-Third Day

13. What is your life story?
Resonate-Sonicflood

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
The Motivation Proclamation-Good Charlotte

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Got the need-Parachute Band

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
God is real today- city harvest church

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Silent Revelation-Galneryus

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Dead In The Water-Hawthorne Heights

19. What is your biggest fear?
The Anthem-Good Charlotte

20. What is your biggest secret?
Shout It Out-PlanetShakers

21. What do you think of your friends?
Beautiful Day- U2

22. What will you post this as?
Check Yes Juliet-We The Kings

oopg cont'

2008-12-09T22:04:00.003+08:00

Expected. My OOPG is screwed again. I hate OOPG. WHY WHY WHY study programming?
Every single one of my clique claimed that they cant do the test. At least this will not make me feel so demoralized. I had been mourning over it after i stepped out of lecture theater. That's a terrifying experience... Whatever it is, already over. Just pray that my lab test will do good. HAA

I am taking a break from cmaths by typing a entry by the way. HOHO.

Poly life is exaggerating, seriously, 8 weeks of misery and torture. You won't believe it, my course is a mixture of IT and design. It's kind of scary to see everyone in the class rushing for assignments the day before submission or worse, 1 hour before submission. I experienced that before. My proposal. I went berserk when my pictures could not be printed, i recopied more than 5 times but no avail and it is already 10 min after class started. Freaked out. Two days= 3 assignments= no sleep for 2 days. Amazing huh? That's poly.

Sindy and i went to eat bake rice this morning after test. WOOOO it's heavenly! I ate curry chicken baked rice! The cheese melts into the rice together with the tender chicken, i got more ingredients than sindy, chicken, carrots, onions and potatoes, that's why i ate slower. Cheaper also. LOL.

Tomorrow shopping, yay. We need to shop for bags. HEHE.

A for cmaths. :D

2008-12-09T00:59:00.001+08:00

i dun care, i am going to enjoy myself after this OOPG thing. SHOP SHOP SHOP. ME and my shopping partner, chermaine. HEHE

i got new bible! WEEE! Birthday present. First time in my life i knew what exactly is my birthday present, where to buy and what is the price. LOL.

oopg

2008-12-09T00:54:00.001+08:00

I want to die already. MORBID.
i cant help it, OOPG drives me nutsss.
HEADACHE

7 dec

2008-12-07T21:20:00.002+08:00

CANDY WEEKEND!
I love ben and jerry! Muahaha
I shared with TING WEI ben&jerry, 2 scoops $6. HEHE.

Well, i just chatted with JOO YU, my super funny best-est (bimbo) friend.. I didn't even know tmr is holiday! LOL! now i know. Discussing to go power house together, i hope soon! So long already! The last time was so super fun, slept in the MMP1 from 9am to 1pm. The best thing was no one came to chase us away. lol
I cant stand Sindy. Her sms had 4 "lol"'s. Highest record. That was randomness by the way.

This week was super-packed. Other than stupid assignments. Jan left singapore! Miss her!!! Sent her at 5pm, and got discipleship class at 5.3o! My goodness. Took cab back to church, thank God Ivan came 1 min after me!!! Phew. I don't want to be late man. Visions kept me going. That's the reason why i am still here. I will never want to leave man, without God, i really don't know where i am heading. I love to serve! i don't know why, but that incredible feeling strucked me! I thought i screwed the praise and worship T__T because of take a hold of me. That moment i almost died, totally screwed. But Colin still said i did a great job, Yassy also. HAHA, thanks :D i am so encouraged. I don't even know i have brokenthrough, that's kind of funny. Even Darren knows that, and i gave him the who-told-you answer. HAA. It was a quite unbelievable that i could do 5 songs in 1 hrs+. I don't expect that, really. Probably that was what God has made and moulded me into (: I will do even better next time.

5 dec

2008-12-05T12:59:00.001+08:00

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

1 DEC

2008-12-02T01:03:00.002+08:00

STRESSED STRESSED.

Proposal!!! I hateeeeee i hate ittttt! =.=

I am still at the middle of the mmp1 proposal, i cant help ittttt. Was too stressed and i went to do my IDES-SHADINGS. WHEN IS HOLIDAYSSSSS COMING.. I needa break soon. 2 more weeks!!

Have been crapping a lot in my proposal, crapping really helps me :DDD

DDDD': *Pulling hair*

After tmr i still need to do my IDES. This is totally madness, it is worse then an o level student, i wish to study theory paper thanks. Need to vent my frustrations. I HATE THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!! People envies me for having just 2 term tests, but so many things to do, i would rather study mann.

30 nov

2008-11-30T01:31:00.003+08:00

SERVICE'S GREAT! Lucie brightened up my day! I so so so happy to see her again! So glad laaaa! It's really ages ever since she left HOGC, more than a year. i could remembered so clearly she was the one who celebrated my birthday at Parkview square on 2006. It was sweet memories back then. And she hasn't forgotten me HAHA! She is still the same Lucie. I wondered when i will ever see her again. She is one of my best and amazing friends when i was still new in church other than shermaine, joanne. But Can i tell you how exhilarating i was! I thought it would be hard to connect with her again, pls, 1 year already! Fortunately, she is still the same old Lucie i met. HAHA. She hasn't changed! But she is leaving soon, on 27 Dec to her country Czech Republic for further studies. T_______T All i can do is to pray for her! And hope to see her before she leaves!

JAN also. I just know her for like less than a month and she is leaving to canada already.

Speaking of Jan, she is so cool. It's one of the greatest thing on earth for someone to be on-fire for God once more. Loving Jesus again. Receiving new revelations again. She got back what she lost. She found God's love again. I am so touched, at that moment she shared about how heart of God church has given her something so precious she can ever had. I could feel how God has moved in her life in this short period of time. It's totally God's will to have her here with us before she leaves. i believe, when she departs, she knows where her heart belongs, the heart never changes again.

That's what HOGC is about. A place where people love each other, no matter what background you come from. That's why, Jan, she could feel the presence of God right here, the love of people so extraordinary that she can never find from her previous church. 1 Love, 1 destiny, 1 God, 1 purpose, 1 Hope, 1 Faith, 1 Heart

25 Nov

2008-11-25T05:52:00.003+08:00

I cant believe i couldn't sleep, it's 5:50am. LOL. Perhaps i slept too early. I cant make it man, these few days i am starting that syndrome of getting tired easily. AHHH
Yesterday we were chiong-ing DTAT at lab. It's kind of fun y'know. "Editing photos". That's what i call fun because from a super dull picture and transformed to become HEAVENLY! (SHHH!) This is what photoshop is meant for, right?

I am becoming to like randomness, like what to eat today. That's so random. My friend random-panda is better in it.

2008-11-20T00:38:00.002+08:00

ZZZZ

Z_Z

i am dying of never-ending work. i am so worn-out. i cant believe there is a lab test tmr. Whoa thanks.

I never thought of doing last minute work, the entire week i was too tired to continue, every single day, (it should be midnight). I guess i am getting used and getting better at sleeping late at night, well, it should be a normal thing, isn't it? HAA. I am so miserable, it's not about school, but something else. I wonder when is it going to stop. I hate it, totally, to struggle all this. GIVE ME A BREAK.

I just hope to see a difference in my emotions after ranting all out, i don't want my emotions to take over my mind. i just got this stupid thought of hoping to be sick for the entire week so that i can skip EVERYTHING. My head is aching again, nooo

18 nov

2008-11-18T00:11:00.003+08:00

I was doing my MMP1 assignment and i came across this website about the new ipod. Looks like a bangle, plays like a ipod. Out of curiosity, i pressed the link! My jaws dropped! LOL.

Sleekness. OMG. Notice no opening for earphones? Yup. How does this works? Wireless earphones. I doubt there is any other earphones that works wireless, hence consumers are only able to use apple's earphones.
Well, obviously i am not going to buy this man. I cant believe how bold apple is, making everything so sleek and marvelous. Apple is probably the best invention from God. HAHA. that's it, i have decided i am going to use this article for MMP1 :DD

17 nov

2008-11-17T10:18:00.004+08:00

WOOOOS early in the morning. It's rare y'know, that i don't have school so early, school starts at 1pm! WEEE
Well, i woke up early to mug my cmaths, i studied for half an hour, nothing to study alr, i've did every single question... lol
SUPER STRESSED-UP by DTAT, IDES.. i got to make a difference, since she wasn't impressed by me. HAHA. YOU SHALL SEE! I am going to take tons of pictures tomorrow. Yes, tomorrow, i am still trying to plan my tuesday.
I am starting to like doing maths, wahahaha.

happy BIRTHDAY IVANNNNNNNNNN :DDD

16 Nov

2008-11-16T23:24:00.004+08:00

YOYOYO! I here to blog alr! I am so bloated now, even though i just ate 1 hr ago. My sis bought KFC home so i decided not to eat at singpost! Had been trying not to waste so much money. Yup!
Ok, cg fund still owes me money. lol
wanted to collect but cg fund insufficient. ='(

Jersey day was FUN. Though didn't play any games. Was cool man, more big days are coming =D
It is unbelievable that i am listening to "For Your glory" when i have been hearing for the past 6days. LOL. Ministry has been great for me, zone f service was powerful. Haha i d k la, maybe i really did great, the punchlines was like... average? Oh man, i reckon i will miss doing effects for the next few weeks. I don't know why, if u want me to choose between decor and effects, i like effects more than decor. haha. I think i know what is "love what you are doing" now.

I just need one breakthrough in my life right now. Doing well in school while serving my mighty God. Every single day i worry about my assignment, i really tried so hard but when i reached home, i am too exhausted to do anything. I know myself well enough i can never backslide because my roots are grown here, i can give up this world. friends wanted to ask me out but the very first thing i will see if i had ministry or worse still, it's a weekend, no way. No way i am going compromise, because i'd already made the promise. I see how i grew with God with maturity every single day, life is not just about having fun all the time, it's about a purposeful life.

6 Nov

2008-11-06T00:27:00.004+08:00

I cant believe i did flowers for almost 6hrs, at al fresco.. wahahaha
It's most amazing thing i tell you, tired yet the unexplainable joy in your heart. Haha. Everyone in church is working so hard, even right now, the people in the office and the worship team are still giving their best... =DD
My back really hurts, it's my 4th day i had been having dinner at home during this hour, cant help it, really need to save money, that's the reason.
let me watch tv for 30min before i have my beauty sleep =D French class tmr, haven't even practice.

Previously i was very sian about yesterday, nick's service. I don't understand why God can give me someone who agreed to come for service and yet at the last minute God took her away. I really don't get it. It was so hard for me to praise God, now i know, how difficult it was to praise God in the worst circumstance.
I went into God's presence during worship. I felt God's touch upon, indeed He really healed my brokenness inside me. He changed my heart. Jesus is my comforter. I realised i had not spent enough time with my God, because i was only busy with my ministry. When i reached home i was too tired to carry on and often fell asleep without knowing it. God has placed me this verse:

Luke 10:38-42 38 Now it happened as they went that He entered a certain village; and a certain woman named Martha welcomed Him into her house. 39 And she had a sister called Mary, who also sat at Jesus’^[a] feet and heard His word. 40 But Martha was distracted with much serving, and she approached Him and said, “Lord, do You not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Therefore tell her to help me.”
41 And Jesus^[b] answered and said to her, “Martha, Martha, you are worried and troubled about many things. 42 But one thing is needed, and Mary has chosen that good part, which will not be taken away from her.”

I was like Martha, serving God but forgotten on how to pray more, spending more time with Him.

God never make mistake, His perfect plan will never fail. i would draw closer to my God, keep praying praying, standing strong!

4 Nov

2008-11-04T00:22:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone!!!
TMR IS NICK VUJICIC!!! YAYYYY I CANT WAIT! ;D

Haha. Pretty tiring man. I was chionging effects ministry last week, the entire week for combined service. Yeah, it had been great :DD Praise God! If it isn't, i am so going to kill myself. Ok, stop being so morbit liao.
I went to church after my french lec which was like 8pm.. I helped with decor for tmr's Nick vujicic service, super late, ended at 10pm+ Hehe.

Today's cmaths lec was a complete waste of my time, no kidding. I was like doing my emaths, plss... If i can still remember my emaths, this shows how easy it is. No bragging, indices. INDICES!! I am sure you know how simple indices is right?

My season of expanding, capacity, growth. Yeah ;D Tons of things to do, so many assignments. Arggg

Time really flies! i am so thrilled for tmr service, it will be so powerful, it will. Without limbs okay! How unbelievable! WEEEEEE!

PS: Jingle, get well soon, i wanna hear ur lovely voice again!

27 oct

2008-10-27T23:57:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYONE!

I don't wanna go to school!!!!!!!!!!!! 9am? my gosh... i hate tuesdays and wednesday!
OH. It's CMSK 3 TMR. Communication skills, for your information. It's a core subject for every tp students. HEEEEE
I hope i won't doze off tmr. Yeah i won't. A report of 7 pages. How amazing, you will definitely write more than 7pages. That's what the tutor said.

Garett's preaching was so powerful yesterday! WEEEEE

Today i went for CG outing with debbie, bx, and new friends-xue ian, nicholas and xian yao at sentosa. LOL. And B40 as well :D hahaha so tired now. Anyway, i rushed back to church to do clean up for decor. AIYO i still didn't make it on time by 4pm! i left sentosa at 3.45pm... Not my fault! The changing room had too many people y'know! LOL. haha. Xue Ian(yan) is a funny guy. haha, nice name isn't it? lol. oh no! i am getting sindy's syndrome!

Well, doing stock check isn't as easy as u thought. I totally dislike doing stock check to be honest. Imagine writing descriptions of every single ribbons, colours, width, (lucky not length), texture. My goodness. Super tedious and mundane! it's not easy man. But i want to love what i do! Only by that i will find pleasure doing it! Be faithful in the small things!

I need my beauty sleep. buaaabye

blurpppp... so cold

21 oct

2008-10-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

Another tiresome day... I told jooyu i gonna die when school reopens. Shucks. 3 days in the row without enough sleep. CMSK made me wanna die, almost dozed off in front of my tutor, thank God i didn't, otherwise I'd leave a bad impression to her. Incredibly, the class seemed to be so awake during CMSK, i wonder why. Such a boring lesson and no one was dying.. lols...

My eyes are killing me man. How to survive for tomorrow? You tell me? SIAO DE. 6HRS of lab sessions. Okay, 1 hr break in between. OOPG LECTURE before that, again. THE JAVA again. oh my gosh. hot coffee no use... I bought coffee before lecture early in the morning but no use... ok, my eyes cant make it man, otherwise tmr my eyes gonna pop out...

21 oct

2008-10-21T00:33:00.003+08:00

FATIGUE.
Just finished my dinner 10min ago. So bloated now. WHY? CUZ i ate so much junk food today, let me tell u what i ate on the first day of school man! Snickers, ribena, peanut chocolate, french fries with nacho cheese, tomato sauce seaweed, more sweets, ice kacang. I simply love business park's food, Nachos cheese dip with french fries!
LOLS. I need to stop eating so many junks la!

I managed to reach church around 7.50pm to do clean at the media area... So late, supposedly to be 6.45pm, because of French lecture until 7pm. So frustrating, i waited 2 hrs for that lecture! Praise God the lecturer told us we can actually attend any lecture at our convenience! :D I actually found out that French fries wasn't invented by the Frenchs, but by Americans simply because they wanted to make it sounds exotic and nice! That's what my lecturer told us!
Now the media area is sparkling clean, no more dust! :DDD

I need to do my workplan now. PLAN MY LIFEEEEEE BYEBYE!

19 oct

2008-10-20T00:57:00.003+08:00

Just came back home from T3! Went to send Sam and Pastors off to London One. WOWWWW
HAHAHA church is getting bigger and it seems we are sending some celebrities off! But we had to keep a low profile man.
We went to eat POPEYE! weeeeeee! YUMMY! love that super crispy chicken and fries! i cant describe to you the goodness of it and thinking of that makes me drool... LOL, i am not so greedy.. Well, i thinking i am getting too high before school reopens.

I am in awed of Laselle students. I cant imagine myself doing all these wires, straws, sketchings, paintings.. I totally cant survive man. Heard from shermaine she needs to make a straw sculpture to hold eggs on it and throw from the 5th floor without breaking the eggs. Sounds amazing? Seems like some mini project? That's what laselle students needs to do all the time.

I was looking through my new timetable and began to examine it.. I found out something amazing.. 6 hrs of Lab sessions on wednesday, seems like i need to take care of my eyes already... I think i will like this semester, perhaps? Why not? More designing modules, other than Object-Oriented Programming, programming, my most detestable subject.

TIRED. but schools starts at 1pm! How many lucky souls out there like me to start school so late?!

14oct

2008-10-15T00:42:00.005+08:00

I just lost my hp... AGAIN. YES SECOND TIME ALREADY. SO DEPRESSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need anti-depressant right now!
i feel super bad about losing a new phone. my new phone from my dad. i feel so bad so bad, he didn't scold me when i lost my previous phone. Now, i lost a phone in 1 week. what's this man. MY SONY ERICSSON C902, 4G MEMORY CARD. You can say that it's just a phone, buy a new one. But it's not about this worldly possession that i am afraid to lose it, instead, i am filled with guilt for the hp i lost in 1 week, i remember how my dad said, "Don't lose again ah, must be careful." Also, i am not terrified how my parents will scold me but i am really speechless by how careless i can be. i just prayed and i believe God is always by my side, truly, only Jesus understands how i feel, only He can give me comfort and rest. "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest" (Matt. 11:28). i learnt how to depend on the Lord instead of my own. Well, i shalln't let my emotions take control over my will. Yeah.

I believe God will provide me, thanks Sylvia. If God allows it to happen, there must be something God has planned. Perhaps i need to learn how to cherish something that i possesses. Like using my own money to buy it, yeah. My new revelation. Sylvia said i shouldn't brood over it, which will make the devil gloat over my misfortune. NO, DEVIL, YOU'LL NEVER WIN!

A poetry that i came across from a website,

"I do not know why oft 'round me,
My hopes all shattered seem to be;
God's perfect plan I cannot see,
But someday I'll understand.
Someday He'll make it plain to me,
Someday when I His face shall see;
Someday from tears I shall be free,
For someday I shall understand."

Psalm 30:5
Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.