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The LOVE that's everlasting.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
i just wanna cry. it all happened yesterda, the worst day i had in my life. im really sad. i cried the whole day for my beloved hamster - ah-bai. Until now, my heart is filled with mournful and sorrowful. i cant take it so hard. today i went to church, hope that i could make me feel better. i hope Jesus could had His ways to comfort. Fortunately, i wasnt quite into that heartbreaking news, instead i got the peaceful environment which i never had in my house or anywhere. The singing and worshipping to Jesus got me to completely forget about that. Don't ask me what happen to my lovely hamster because im simply to doleful. Sad.
Nevertheless, he got into my life and brought happiness and colours. I cant forget his silky white furs and being adorable. His image will always remains in my mind forever. Lord, i indeed hope he is in heaven. It is time to let it go. I understand what is a life cycle, everything that had a life undergoes 3 cycle: birth, old and eventually death. Probably you cant understand why i got so sorrowful just because of a 3+ yrs relationship of a pet. i was completely treat him like my own child, i went to see him almost every hour even when he was sleeping. i spoke to him more than i spoke to my parents. Sounds ridiculous, but tears rolled down when i was folding paper hearts to him.
He had a amazing lifespan than other hamsters, as you know, hamsters lifespans are no more than 3 yrs. He got more than 3 yrs and an exactly half more months. He doesnt lived i the cage, instead in my bedroom. And probably no other hamsters can be smarter than him...
I cant go on. this make me cry more, thats all
F A B U L O U S L Y.So in Love with Jesus
8:57 PM
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