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Tuesday, December 30, 2008


JUST kill me for homework laaa

This is what i was doing for mmp1. CRAP. Just 1% of my name.

These two day i spent half the day in church, helping out for friends' night tmr. Super cool. Just that i didn't take a picture of our work haha.

Sindy: trying not to be stressed. Think of wonderful things! Like new year! 2009! WOO!

F A B U L O U S L Y.
So in Love with Jesus
11:23 PM
I AM STRESSED
I AM STRESSED
I AM STRESSED
I AM STRESSED
I AM STRESSED

IDES-WEBSITE DEVELOPMENT,
DTAT- LOGO DESIGNS,
MMP1- SKETCHBOOK+ZOHO ENTRIES,
FRENCH,
OOPG- ASSIGNMENT

My head and back really really hurts T_____________________T
i cant think, i cant sleep, i cant do anything, i cant do my homework =_=

F A B U L O U S L Y.
So in Love with Jesus
12:51 AM

Monday, December 29, 2008

I need to flare this up before i burst. LOL. i cant believe the internet is so slow that it takes me 5min to load a page. It's a rare thing for me to have such passion and enthusiastic to do my homework. OH WELL. Perhaps there is something called PMS, it's just that it don't occur to me often and i don't take it out on someone.

It is happening again, LOADING LOADING LOADING.

I am super vexed with stuffs, especially when some things came to my mind, like losing things. The more i think i started to realise my carelessness and it is not even worth of people to mourn over me(i mean my things).

Homeworks are really annoy and irk me, every single day i worries about it. It is so competitive. Stressful and hate it. She is really bias and what she commented me that day, i'll never forget, "you really want to pass? i doubt so." Her power of tongue hits me so hard.
I cant stand people who finishes their homework and starting asking people whether they had finished theirs. It totally loathed me. It hasn't happened to me yet but please don't ask me such questions... e-learning for the week. Yes, no school and MORE homework.

F A B U L O U S L Y.
So in Love with Jesus
1:00 AM

Friday, December 26, 2008

WEEEEEE
It's x'mas hahahaha =DD
Thanks for the x'mas cards and wishes.
It was a busy week, but all worth it for the cause of Christ.

Today was my third year in HOGC and that's my best x'mas in church. I cant believe i did effects for xmas service! HAHA. No doubts i'd shook vigorously before service, never been so scared before. LOL
I can just crash a service without knowing it y'know! HA. Though friends can reject me, (well, reject all you can, i will not stop praying for you!) but I believe God is faithful. My wish for xmas is to grow in my ministry and i know i has already come to pass! You'll never believe my burning desire of serving, because i cant believe it as well. I always had anxiety problems no matter how small the problem is, let alone it's a service. Countless number of times, i made mistakes inregards 0f timing, i was super scared i would did the same thing again. I felt frustrated when people constantly telling me to think-before-you-press. The uncontrollable fear had triggered me to be focus all the time. Yeah, i did it =D

Christmas is the birth of Jesus Christ, where can you spend it other than HOGC?
Jesus came from heaven to earth, to show us the way, from the earth to the cross, crucified to pay our debts and sins, from the cross to the grave, resurrected, from the grave to the sky. Jesus truely understands and sympatizes our pains and troubles, simply because He is 100% Man and God. How great is our God. He had came to earth to show us the way for He is the truth, the light and the way. (John 14:6) Jesus will give light to every darkness, give hope to every despaired.

We play Who-What-Huh. I got a forfeit of running around the christmas tree 5 times and repeating "Merry Christmas". LOL. And i did it. The people at the pool table like ah cai and minghan said, " so sad, so young got such sickness". =.=
Chew's forfeit was doing chicken dance on the stage with the song "Last Christmas i give you my heart". Shermaine's forfeit was wrapping herself with blanket and ran around the auditorium. Hilarious ^^

35-100-1400
b41-bZone-churchwide

F A B U L O U S L Y.
So in Love with Jesus
1:21 AM

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

RULES:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on shuffle
b.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. You must write down that song name no matter how silly it sounds.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say?
only the truth-The Last Shadow Puppets


2. How would you describe yourself?
i cant hate you anymore-The Last Shadow Puppets

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
High Above-Parachute Band

4. How do you feel today?
Living Rain-Parachute Band

5. What is your life’s purpose?
All The Way-Craig David

6. What is your motto?
God Of My Forever-City Harvest Church

7. What do your friends think of you?
She Had The World-Panic At The Disco

8. What do you think of your parents?

9. What do you think about very often?
Melting - Tristan Prettyman

10. What is 2 + 2?
Warning Sign-coldplay

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Servant Ties-Haste The Day

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Otherside-Third Day


13. What is your life story?
Resonate-Sonicflood


14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
The Motivation Proclamation-Good Charlotte

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Got the need-Parachute Band

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
God is real today- city harvest church

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Silent Revelation-Galneryus

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Dead In The Water-Hawthorne Heights

19. What is your biggest fear?
The Anthem-Good Charlotte

20. What is your biggest secret?
Shout It Out-PlanetShakers

21. What do you think of your friends?
Beautiful Day- U2

22. What will you post this as?
Check Yes Juliet-We The Kings

F A B U L O U S L Y.
So in Love with Jesus
12:51 AM

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Expected. My OOPG is screwed again. I hate OOPG. WHY WHY WHY study programming?
Every single one of my clique claimed that they cant do the test. At least this will not make me feel so demoralized. I had been mourning over it after i stepped out of lecture theater. That's a terrifying experience... Whatever it is, already over. Just pray that my lab test will do good. HAA

I am taking a break from cmaths by typing a entry by the way. HOHO.

Poly life is exaggerating, seriously, 8 weeks of misery and torture. You won't believe it, my course is a mixture of IT and design. It's kind of scary to see everyone in the class rushing for assignments the day before submission or worse, 1 hour before submission. I experienced that before. My proposal. I went berserk when my pictures could not be printed, i recopied more than 5 times but no avail and it is already 10 min after class started. Freaked out. Two days= 3 assignments= no sleep for 2 days. Amazing huh? That's poly.

Sindy and i went to eat bake rice this morning after test. WOOOO it's heavenly! I ate curry chicken baked rice! The cheese melts into the rice together with the tender chicken, i got more ingredients than sindy, chicken, carrots, onions and potatoes, that's why i ate slower. Cheaper also. LOL.

Tomorrow shopping, yay. We need to shop for bags. HEHE.

A for cmaths. :D

F A B U L O U S L Y.
So in Love with Jesus
10:04 PM
i dun care, i am going to enjoy myself after this OOPG thing. SHOP SHOP SHOP. ME and my shopping partner, chermaine. HEHE

i got new bible! WEEE! Birthday present. First time in my life i knew what exactly is my birthday present, where to buy and what is the price. LOL.

F A B U L O U S L Y.
So in Love with Jesus
12:59 AM
I want to die already. MORBID.
i cant help it, OOPG drives me nutsss.
HEADACHE

F A B U L O U S L Y.
So in Love with Jesus
12:54 AM

Sunday, December 07, 2008

CANDY WEEKEND!
I love ben and jerry! Muahaha
I shared with TING WEI ben&jerry, 2 scoops $6. HEHE.

Well, i just chatted with JOO YU, my super funny best-est (bimbo) friend.. I didn't even know tmr is holiday! LOL! now i know. Discussing to go power house together, i hope soon! So long already! The last time was so super fun, slept in the MMP1 from 9am to 1pm. The best thing was no one came to chase us away. lol
I cant stand Sindy. Her sms had 4 "lol"'s. Highest record. That was randomness by the way.

This week was super-packed. Other than stupid assignments. Jan left singapore! Miss her!!! Sent her at 5pm, and got discipleship class at 5.3o! My goodness. Took cab back to church, thank God Ivan came 1 min after me!!! Phew. I don't want to be late man. Visions kept me going. That's the reason why i am still here. I will never want to leave man, without God, i really don't know where i am heading. I love to serve! i don't know why, but that incredible feeling strucked me! I thought i screwed the praise and worship T__T because of take a hold of me. That moment i almost died, totally screwed. But Colin still said i did a great job, Yassy also. HAHA, thanks :D i am so encouraged. I don't even know i have brokenthrough, that's kind of funny. Even Darren knows that, and i gave him the who-told-you answer. HAA. It was a quite unbelievable that i could do 5 songs in 1 hrs+. I don't expect that, really. Probably that was what God has made and moulded me into (: I will do even better next time.

F A B U L O U S L Y.
So in Love with Jesus
9:20 PM

Friday, December 05, 2008


You are The Empress


Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.


The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.


The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.


F A B U L O U S L Y.
So in Love with Jesus
12:59 PM

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

STRESSED STRESSED. 
Proposal!!! I hateeeeee i hate ittttt! =.= 
I am still at the middle of the mmp1 proposal, i cant help ittttt. Was too stressed and i went to do my IDES-SHADINGS. WHEN IS HOLIDAYSSSSS COMING.. I needa break soon. 2 more weeks!! 

Have been crapping a lot in my proposal, crapping really helps me :DDD
DDDD': *Pulling hair* 

After tmr i still need to do my IDES. This is totally madness, it is worse then an o level student, i wish to study theory paper thanks. Need to vent my frustrations. I HATE THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!! People envies me for having just 2 term tests, but so many things to do, i would rather study mann. 

F A B U L O U S L Y.
So in Love with Jesus
1:03 AM

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