Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Hi world.
ss got a lot of projects. But she will conquer it.
I cant wait for holidays manxzxzx. Just another 2 weeks of hardwork and ONE paper and i will be done with it.
It was great to be staying at home. It has been long and this kind of feeling is so relaxing.
I felt great about my life, i felt purposeful, i felt encouraged.
YEAH and i will conquer my life!
I was sure by now,God, that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
and it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.
And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm
I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
F A B U L O U S L Y.So in Love with Jesus
9:50 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
so so so dead.
this is like never-ending work. project followed by proposal.
After this, there is a presentation for
The Essentials of Persuasive Presentations, and a brochure, and advanced 3d animation, and database, and flash animation, and dmpf. Everything within 5weeks. This is like 1-2 projects every week.
i know i know i know, and i am regretting now. I tried hard to plan my time and to no avail.
See, i am 1 day late for proposal submission, i am like in the situation of "dont-want-to-care and dont-want-to-know"
ok, now 2am??
so sick and tired, really dont want to do, is it another night again? i hate to say all this negative things but all these in my mind i cant help saying all of them out.
i cant take it physically. i think i will just die now. Can i dont sleep??Can i be a super-human being?? i really wish!! In that way i got more time to do things! I cant take it, perhaps i will sleep for few hours and get back to work la.
whatever, i dont want to care la. i feel so emo lol! and at least i am smiling typing this. emo? me? omgosh. i think i am just crazy in the midst of thinking-too-much-things. Seriously, i changes mood so fast! i cant believe this!
**Pulls hair**
**Pulls hair**
**Pulls hair**
DONT DIE SS!
F A B U L O U S L Y.So in Love with Jesus
1:51 AM
Friday, July 10, 2009
How wonderful ;D
I really miss God, long time since i get into His presence and embrace. Every time i get back home i was too tired and fell asleep. Seriously, i need to spend more time with my God.
No momentum at all, my laptop is drifting me away!! Well, after i eat my breakfast.
My last shot and just once more, just a little bit more.
Hahah i loveda sunny-sunny song playing in itunes. Top of the worlds -carpenters
F A B U L O U S L Y.So in Love with Jesus
9:58 AM
Thursday, July 09, 2009
When I was young
I'd listen to the radio
Waitin' for my favorite songs
When they played I'd sing along
It made me smile.
Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone
But they're back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well.
Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're startin' to sing's
So fine.
When they get to the part
Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more.
Lookin' back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed.
It was songs of love that
I would sing to then
And I'd memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away.
Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're startin' to sing's
So fine.
All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry.
Just like before
It's yesterday once more.
F A B U L O U S L Y.So in Love with Jesus
12:05 PM
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Seriously someone pls help me, i cant seems to get into the momentum of doing flash.
AS3 AS3 AS3
If i dont finish, i can say goodbye to my bed and die for tmr lessons.
Guavas can de-stress me!!!!
The blueblack on my calf is definitely historical. Everyone is asking me the same question.
F A B U L O U S L Y.So in Love with Jesus
10:00 PM
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Troubled. Tired. Of everything, every little thingsss.
I am trying hard to do my flash, which i have not even started. How can i even show teacher on monday?
Sometimes i want to do more but cant. Things seems to be running well as i thought, but it falls back to its own problems eventually. Who can i tell? No one, but God.
Something bad happened few days ago about my group project. A long story though, i hate the feeling of being blamed. i felt like the whole thing was so unplanned, maybe it was my fault, or maybe i shouldnt have fell asleep. I cant believe people can treat you nicely and just shoot words to you when it comes to the real thing. I just cant understand friends can do this to you. I hate it and why is it my fault? Well, i thought it was called "group" work in the first place.
But i was still grateful that i wasnt alone, because i got God. I could have feel helpless until now! This is how it feels to be God-dependent.
F A B U L O U S L Y.So in Love with Jesus
1:18 AM
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