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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I just lost my hp... AGAIN. YES SECOND TIME ALREADY. SO DEPRESSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need anti-depressant right now!
i feel super bad about losing a new phone. my new phone from my dad. i feel so bad so bad, he didn't scold me when i lost my previous phone. Now, i lost a phone in 1 week. what's this man. MY SONY ERICSSON C902, 4G MEMORY CARD. You can say that it's just a phone, buy a new one. But it's not about this worldly possession that i am afraid to lose it, instead, i am filled with guilt for the hp i lost in 1 week, i remember how my dad said, "Don't lose again ah, must be careful." Also, i am not terrified how my parents will scold me but i am really speechless by how careless i can be. i just prayed and i believe God is always by my side, truly, only Jesus understands how i feel, only He can give me comfort and rest. "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest" (Matt. 11:28). i learnt how to depend on the Lord instead of my own. Well, i shalln't let my emotions take control over my will. Yeah.

I believe God will provide me, thanks Sylvia. If God allows it to happen, there must be something God has planned. Perhaps i need to learn how to cherish something that i possesses. Like using my own money to buy it, yeah. My new revelation. Sylvia said i shouldn't brood over it, which will make the devil gloat over my misfortune. NO, DEVIL, YOU'LL NEVER WIN!

A poetry that i came across from a website,

"I do not know why oft 'round me,
My hopes all shattered seem to be;
God's perfect plan I cannot see,
But someday I'll understand.
Someday He'll make it plain to me,
Someday when I His face shall see;
Someday from tears I shall be free,
For someday I shall understand."

Psalm 30:5
Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.