Sunday, January 11, 2009
I dragged to blog about this, just too depressed to blog about this issue that keeps bugging me. I am having crappy results ever since the new semester starts. This discourages me totally when i tried my very best.
D+i dont understand why she gave me such a low grade. My heart sank that very moment, under such pressure, i saw how sarcastic she was. I know she dont like me from the very beginning. Why cant she tell me why i get D! I dont have excellent photography skills but i never thought i am so bad at it that i get a pathetic D? I had never been so demoralised until she gave that a grade, thanks alot, teeacherrrr, i will work hard forrrr an A for youuuu!! i never loathe a teacher so badly, you can be the first one. I try not to loathe her, but i saw people whom she sings "praises" are super "ARTISTIC" you know. "Please go take a look at what they do/draw" I saw it, as if they draw fantastically well and creative or worth my second look. I know she will pick on me again this wednesday simply because i didnt go for "anger management talk" because i went to make new IC. I will just answer her: i already have planned my time, and you didn't remind us earlier." i dont care about APEL. Since you already dont like me, i dont care whether you will picked on me once more. LOL! I got more things in life to establish, not just about this module ok!
I am just not someone that will spend my time in school involving so many other things, i'd do something meaningful. These couple of days God had told me alot of things, new revelations and understanding. I will be God-dependent, not independent.
F A B U L O U S L Y.So in Love with Jesus

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