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Monday, April 06, 2009

I got a great awesome service today with pst Lia! Haha! It's just so powerful, felt ministered and just the right time! Feeling quite dry and worn out during this season even though everyone was saying that i have grown alot. Haha. Perhaps they are right, i really have high expectations on myself. I am glad that people around me understands me better than i do, that's great, to tell me where am i and what to improve. Ivan once shared that someone who can grow much is when he can take discipleships.
i cant emphasize how much i love my ministries. Though it's really hard to do those technical stuffs like punchlines, ahem. (I still have not done river punchlines). I really like it lor, i mean i have sit in a congregation for so many times, and i see how opts make a service so powerful, the praise and worships so impactful.
I am changed by God. =D
I need to be more God-dependent, to flow with the songs. I have seen zhi yi's punchlines and it's really great. I mean, it totally flow the song and annoited. If i sense this flow and annoiting in the congregation, this is how successful the punchlines are.
I 've always thought if i am just 50% of his abilites, that will be so great. Thinking back, i am just silly to think of that. Abilities are just nothing la, without the annoiting of God, nothing really good will come out of it.

I came home at 12am when i am supposed to reach home 1.5 hr earlier, Kesiaaaa lorrr. We chatted nearby our houses outside 7-11, lol can u believe it. Haha we chatted yup. Deep thoughts, serious stuffs. None of them. Won't tell u what is it about. Me and her's secrets.

I am into movies nowwww. OMGGGG. Tuesday i am watching Shinjuku incident with some random people. Just ask me for a movie and i will go!! Wed- sushi outing with tw, syl, bx, darren, nelson, etc people. HAHAHA.